If only you could know Why I don't want to go All the dreams I'd give away If only I could stay If only you could know how hard it is to go. Dear my beautiful theatrelings, I have spent a lot of time thinking about how to say goodbye, how do you ever say goodbye to something you love with all of your heart? Know that this is the most difficult thing that I have ever had to say goodbye to. You all have helped me create some absolute magic on the stage and form such beautiful

My writing seems more real when done in the soft night light. When there is nothing I have to do and nowhere I am needed.